just the plain old me.

heh.
i just realised my known CA grades are kinda like a pattern.
B4s for languages,
low A and high B for maths
&Cs for sciences.
ok now i realise i am not a science person.
well actually i did already acknowledge i suck at science.
at the start of year, i got the worst mark for the first bio test
&i barely passed chem's first test, but failed the 2nd badly.
oh Lord, please help me get at least 2 As for this semester.
otherwise i will not fulfil my goals..
and i'll feel damn disappointed..
and emo til what time.
noooooo. DDDDDD:
if there would be a miracle that i score for chemistry.
just for this very once!
*slaps myself* wake up!!1
quit fantasizing, yoh.
but.. there's still a small chance right..?
i mean it's not entirely impossible...
wait, i shall do an analysis now.
english - confirm no A. i screwed summary, remember?
chinese - HAH! i have never ever scored for this subject before. in fact, i have never hit a bloody B3 before! &hello, i'm talking about getting an A here? NO WAI!!1
e.math - it is possible i could score for e.math. i mean, hey, my ca could at least pull me up. &i've got dddephne! :D
a.math - the paper was hard and there's no way i can even secure a B3. if i can pass, then that's good enough.
bio - are yer kiddin' me? we're talking bout a friggin hard paper set by a sadistic teacher (i'm joking) and guess what? my CA is not even helping much. 搞不好，它会把我的overall拉下去。
chem - the paper was supposedly manageable- for me that is. perhaps i was just too confident of passing thanks to Shujia giving me tuition for two days that added up to about 6-7 hours. i guess i screwed up section C cuz i got tricked by the proton number of V! i thought it was just the valence shell nia! ): so like, my 'dot and cross' was so wrong! i drew single bonds instead of double bonds! *bangs head on.. cushion, lol*
combined humans - me getting an A for this subject can only be like the probability of a meteorite hitting singapore. still, look on the bright side! it's not entirely impossible right..? although it's just highly impossible, LOL. if the SS SBQ weren't so crappy, and the geog paper wasn't so difficult, i could jolly well score. hah, but that's only IF.
sigh. looks like getting 2 As a bit bleak for me.. if only i had ryan's brains... or jeerapak's hardworkingness... aw mannnnnn! ): this sucks. i suck!

derrick has to prepare $200 SGD if he passes the biology paper and i, on th other hand, have to give him a dollar if he fails the paper. i am definitely earning that $200, LOL. i'm sure that smartass will not only pass, he will score with flying claras! xD

a face when you're in, and another when you're out.