just the plain old me.

i was late to meet janice to buy up refreshments and she ended up having to buy th fruits herself! i'm sosososo sorry, my dear! bad habit of mine, hahahah. anw i managed to meet her at the bus-stop behind bishan mrt station. we 88-ed at the opposite side to timothy's house. joy was in the same bus as us. kangwei, daphanie, melvin, baojuan etc already arrived. we went into the kitchen to cut the fruits up, except it wasn't me nor janice who did the cutting, but joy the great. ._. i weren't of any help then so i slacked on the sofa with daphanie. i prayed with daph. hmm, i'm still not very good at praying. iwna go power house some day! the word was great and impactful! what wenhui said really hit me - "what will i do on 世界末日?" i would really wanna get everyone i love and care for saved! so that when we all die, we'll go to heaven and not anywhere else! what will YOU do when you're living the last day of your life? what's more important - material stuffs or Godly stuffs? the formal will not be of any use after you die, but with God, you'll have eternity life after you die from the face of this earth. i rly wanna get those i have brought to church and yet was not saved. why? these are the people whom i sincerely want to see their lifes changed and that they will be truly blessed by our Saviour King. i wouldn't bother to even bring you to church in the first place if i don't like you. but the truth is, i care about and for you. i want you to be my sibling in Christ, that we'll share the same Heavenly Father. &wenhui said another thing, "if my friendship with this person is so easily broken, then forget it (the friendship). because at least i tried to reach out to him/her". look, i dowanna look back and regret, saying things like, "why didn't i try harder, maybe bring her once or twice more to church? but it's too late, she's gone... to a place other than heaven." wenhui asked us to describe the presence of God. it's peaceful to me. and i agreed with davin that when He's near to me, i can feel goosebumps! because during worship, when the lights are out, i felt heavy goosebumps on my right even though i wasn't feeling cold. it sounds creepy but it isnt. i teared. one must possess a heart of right attitude to seek Him, and when one already did, one must not crank up the presence of God. that's being sincerely-wrong. went toilet after cell group meeting ended. prepared the refreshments for fellowship. i like watermelon, although it's supaz messy eating 'em. told wenhui iwna join chorus board ministry. she asked me to do some browsing through on the church's website. quanyuan taught me emath, yay. wah he teach i can understand leh, potential tutor siol! hahahah, quanyuan is my newly-appointed personal tutor! :p 88-ed with quanyuan, davin, melvin chiang and baojuan. so sad, they pangseh-d me at bishan bus-stop! D: alighted at my bus-stop and home-d.

today before going out for service, was super pissed at my mum and maid. shit, i need anger management asap! i was feeling super lousy and cried. thanks, mom, for fetching me to expo. met the rest at the usual queueing place. went foyer 3 with baojuan and shaofei to buy snacks. shaofei went to the toilet after that. we met eeban and sherman while waiting for shaofei. 5 of us proceeded to hall 8 once shaofei arrived. new praise and worship songs, woo! tried to bounce, but i guess some people laughed at me. :l iunno, they denied. w/e hahaha, i don't care bout your perspective or comments, cuz i'm not people-conscious, i'm God-centered! i please God, not anyone else. (: go ahead and hurl dirt at me, cuz imma just shake them off and step on them to reach higher and higher. what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. i'll turn anything that comes my way into a stepping stone. yeh, that's what i'll do alright! service ended and we had debrief. HAPPY BIRD-DAY TO MELVIN LIM!~ hahahahah. shiok ah, now can watch nc16 movies and play billard legally liao. :p i must wait until next year, lolll. kangwei, melvin chiang, sharon, desiree, baojuan and i went to attributes sales to look at bibles. all the bibles weren't my type so i wasn't interested after a while. train-ed to changi and went terminal 1 find the rest. baojuan, shaofei, sharon and i went to popeyes' to buy dinner supper. the queue was friggin long can? baojuan was like, alamak! dunno how to say lah. settled down to eat. the drumstick was yummy but the bread was yucky. the fries were different from macs', in a sense like they fry them in garlic/onions? idk. the colour was golden-brown. finished my food like super fast and got ivan to help tune my guitar. he looked constipated and was having a hard time tuning. poor him. -_- played chasing cars and learnt one of the worship way of strumming. daph cute siol, pluck happy birthday song for melvin to hear! LOLLL. we left at 10pm and janice, quanyuan, davin, baojuan, shaofei and i took skytrain back to changi mrt. on the way from T1 to city hall interchange, quanyuan was coaching me emath similar triangles. he's super nicenicenice! davin complimented on my boots. ^^ thx. hah, he was like saying i'm "one stick girl"? err, cuz i was supposedly skinny to him. he said smth quite logical, that women are supposed to have something bulging out in their abdomen cuz that's th area where th womb is. hahahah, i should stop thinking i'm fat and needs to go on a diet. well, i'm not the typical "i'm so fat, i'm gonna stop eating carbohydrates and fats" or "zomgosh i feel so friggin fat after eating this chocolate bar, i shall go exercise away the calories"! but i usually avoid fast food & butter but instead, go for fruits and yoghurt drinks. even quanyuan asked me to eat more! hahahahah, he himself is skinny too! alighted at city hall with janice and ivan. ivan had a good cry and his eyes& nose were red. my joke made him laugh. hokay... alighted at toa payoh and 238-ed home. carrying a guitar around is definitely not convenient. rar.

i needa meet people up for lunch! i have a few people in mind already. :D