just the plain old me.
My side of the story.Thursday, February 21, 2008
there's more to life when you listen to your heart
"Do to others as you would have them do to you."
"Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."
"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, 'Brother, let me take the speck out of your eye,' when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."
i am disappointed in a friend of mine. we used to be on good terms until lately when he started saying stuffs like, "you stupid lah", "aiya you, confirm fail one!", "walao this one also dunno, cannot make it lah!", "i dowan ask you, you sure never do your homework". hey, who is he to judge and condemn me? to that particular person: i know you're a hardcore smartass, but that doesn't give you the right to say things to hurt and demoralise me. nobody is perfect, not even you, buddy! and if this is your attitude, there's something really wrong about you. maybe you're just saying those things out of fun and/or to suan me. &if that's the case, i close one eye luh. i'm utterly disappointed in this friend of mine, but still i grid my teeth to make things work for him and me becuz i turn to him for assistance if i fail to grasp what the teacher is talking bout.
gee, maybe i'm really stupid. i'm starting to think i'm some kinda intellectually-disabled freak. D: it's okay if i'm dilligent and not very intellectual. but sadly, i'm neither intellectual nor dilligent. this calls for a wall! ): to bang my head on so i'll die of brain concussion or smth. i'm not saying this shit out of random y'know. i received two traumas (or more) so far. i barely scraped through my chem test (as mentioned before) with a 50/100. my bio test was yet another screw-up. 9/25! yes, i'm the lowest in the class. i swear that feeling is NOT good. the amath test (on surds, indices and exponential equations) today was another flunk-off. i should have practised on the harder questions because i swear from question 2 onwards, i screwed th entire test. and chem test was yet another bummer. last page was a total CMI. idk bout th others but i have issues with the third page; the question on chromatography. the diagram had no measurements and colours stated. how are we gonna go about doing th friggin questions? using 'agaration' method? my academic journey is rocky and definately NOT smooth-sailing. perhaps deph's right; maybe i have pre-tests stress. no wait, that's self-consoling. from now on, i shall pay attention and revise my work (i wonder how long i can tahan). i dowanna be lagging behind my class. i dowanna be the small fish in the big pond, lost and confused. God, help me. give me the strength and wisdom i need to pull through this tide. Amen.
me: mr azlan said the horse we are imagining represents our love life. so karen was like, "you mean our future husbands are horses?" LOL.
yanyi: i'm thinking of a unicorn. so is my future husband supposed to have a horn in front?
me: yeah. dickhead what. horn on the forehead = dickhead.
yanyi: *went to draw a stickman with a horny forehead (sounds wrong) and made it her DP*
bring on thethunder horse! not my future husband (LOL to that!) but, fang ma guo lai! the art of direct translation. :D &&xiao bing - laughing biscuit! LOLLL. am i a lame joker or what?
fancy seeing three ex-classmates (whom you havent seen for a good 3 years) of yours within 24hours. what kind of feeling will you have? i saw lee pei ying, brenda lork and lim chuen tzen all in one day. i saw peiying on the 88 bus but we did not acknowledge each other. i saw brenda at bishan's S11 but decided not to acknowledge her too. &finally i saw chuen tzen near J8's long john and he saw me too. he called my name (plus surname some more!@#$) and we waved and said hello. am i missing my childhood or am i missing my primary school days?
You were right
Maybe I was lonely It was an act of impulse
Allowing myself some space
To think, to realise, to understand
Given up wholesale, surrendered completely.
"Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."
"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, 'Brother, let me take the speck out of your eye,' when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."
i am disappointed in a friend of mine. we used to be on good terms until lately when he started saying stuffs like, "you stupid lah", "aiya you, confirm fail one!", "walao this one also dunno, cannot make it lah!", "i dowan ask you, you sure never do your homework". hey, who is he to judge and condemn me? to that particular person: i know you're a hardcore smartass, but that doesn't give you the right to say things to hurt and demoralise me. nobody is perfect, not even you, buddy! and if this is your attitude, there's something really wrong about you. maybe you're just saying those things out of fun and/or to suan me. &if that's the case, i close one eye luh. i'm utterly disappointed in this friend of mine, but still i grid my teeth to make things work for him and me becuz i turn to him for assistance if i fail to grasp what the teacher is talking bout.
gee, maybe i'm really stupid. i'm starting to think i'm some kinda intellectually-disabled freak. D: it's okay if i'm dilligent and not very intellectual. but sadly, i'm neither intellectual nor dilligent. this calls for a wall! ): to bang my head on so i'll die of brain concussion or smth. i'm not saying this shit out of random y'know. i received two traumas (or more) so far. i barely scraped through my chem test (as mentioned before) with a 50/100. my bio test was yet another screw-up. 9/25! yes, i'm the lowest in the class. i swear that feeling is NOT good. the amath test (on surds, indices and exponential equations) today was another flunk-off. i should have practised on the harder questions because i swear from question 2 onwards, i screwed th entire test. and chem test was yet another bummer. last page was a total CMI. idk bout th others but i have issues with the third page; the question on chromatography. the diagram had no measurements and colours stated. how are we gonna go about doing th friggin questions? using 'agaration' method? my academic journey is rocky and definately NOT smooth-sailing. perhaps deph's right; maybe i have pre-tests stress. no wait, that's self-consoling. from now on, i shall pay attention and revise my work (i wonder how long i can tahan). i dowanna be lagging behind my class. i dowanna be the small fish in the big pond, lost and confused. God, help me. give me the strength and wisdom i need to pull through this tide. Amen.
me: mr azlan said the horse we are imagining represents our love life. so karen was like, "you mean our future husbands are horses?" LOL.
yanyi: i'm thinking of a unicorn. so is my future husband supposed to have a horn in front?
me: yeah. dickhead what. horn on the forehead = dickhead.
yanyi: *went to draw a stickman with a horny forehead (sounds wrong) and made it her DP*
bring on the
fancy seeing three ex-classmates (whom you havent seen for a good 3 years) of yours within 24hours. what kind of feeling will you have? i saw lee pei ying, brenda lork and lim chuen tzen all in one day. i saw peiying on the 88 bus but we did not acknowledge each other. i saw brenda at bishan's S11 but decided not to acknowledge her too. &finally i saw chuen tzen near J8's long john and he saw me too. he called my name (plus surname some more!@#$) and we waved and said hello. am i missing my childhood or am i missing my primary school days?
Maybe I was lonely
Allowing myself some space
To think, to realise, to understand
Given up wholesale, surrendered completely.
posted by sheryl XD # 10:22 PM 
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