just the plain old me.

i lost the bet! ): karen dint win it either. LOL! we both passed lah dei. but that's a good thing y'know. if i fail english, that will be two blows to me (first was chem test) and i would prolly suffer a several nervous breakdowns and go into a coma to avoid studying until i'm like 21? LOLL. by then the government cannot force-educate me already because i am an adult &FREE from control, hohohoh! k anyway, out of 40 students in my class, only 8 passed. which means, out of the top ten in class, only 8 passed. -_- omgosh, i was like crossing my fingers and getting butterflies in my stomach because i was nervous for my results. i'm like, "if more than three-quarters of us fail, i'm confirm in the majority one." i mean it has always (or at least, most of the time) been this way. turned out i got around the 5th position in class. i passed with a C5 (14/20). KLOL, i know that's pathetic, but it's not compared to the others. highest was ryan, followed by chisun, and then jocelyn. i should be after jingzhi bah. i was too engrossed clapping and admiring the top fews that i dint count the positions. but that's beside the point. i am sososo disappointed in gay lor. he could, at the expense of his friend's (who else? mine d-oh!) marks, plead miss seah to give him at least 1 marks out of two for a question. haiya so despo, but i'm not surprised. like what natalie said before, "every man for himself". haiz, i guess realistic, practical and materialistic sums up what the real world is like.

i am so sorry, farhana. ):

cell group t'day was fun. although i was a tad late, i wasn't th latest heh heh. i think today's Word was good. in a sense that it's put in an interesting way. picture reaching out to a pledged potential friend as bearing him/her in your womb. it takes 9mths for a foetus to develope in it's mom's womb, so does it take a period of time for a friend to be saved. he will come when the time's ripe, like a baby will deliver when the time's due. a baby can be borned premature or postmatured (if there's such a word), and so a friend is bound to also be saved early or late, there's no exact prediction to it. like being pregnant, you can have abortions or miscarriages. in this sense, when you reach out to a potential friend, there are times when you give up on him/her or when you forget about (or neglect) the person. this will link with the previous sentence respectively. it doesn't mean that when your baby is borned, you are through with it. nooo, you have to nurture it. you have to give it milk, give it a cot, love and care for it. you must continue to nurture your baby until he/she becomes a child and can then take care of him/herself. if you do not nurture your baby, it will eventually die. just like a baby, a newly-integrated member have to be nurtured. you must care for him/her. you must continue to guide him/her until Jesus goes into his/her system and that he/she becomes independent. just like a neglected baby, a friend will backslide from church when he/she feels that he/she is being forsaken. we prayed in our connect groups and my new connect group consists of janice, karyin and me. kimberly tiao cao to joy's connect group, hahaah. prayed with janice and melvin chiang. LOL!

stayed for fellowship. i helped to serve refreshments, hah. kangwei tutored me on log. then jonathan, joy and quanyuan also come kpo. evil manz, some of them! suan my handwriting only! ): log is driving me crazy. yes, Yours Truly is turning insane. please help her by writing in to MOE telling them to abolish logarithms from additional mathematics syllabus forever and ever. tyvm LOL. i'm always stuck halfway through the question, shitz.

smsed a whole lot of people to come for tmr's F.I.R's service but only a few replied and out of that miserable lot, all cannot make it. good lor, all dowan gimme face. >_< i dint want things to turn out this way.
this is obviously 100% my fault.
i caused the loss of your test paper.
i feel very guilty, zomg.
&i wonder hth that hoe won the most caring cher award last year,
when she fking just tore someone's paper w/o getting the facts right.