just the plain old me.

this is the end of the book, not a chapter. you can carry on crushing your whoever, and i will try to move on. but i still think mr bugs bunnaye is a sexaye hottaye!

reached school super early today! thanks mum, for driving me to school though i wasn't anywhere near being late! :D well it's not rly fantastically(?) early for most of you, but being th usual tardy仔 i am, today is considered a rare experience so far. note that i am trying to be the earliest i can to avoid detention! detention is stupid, you either sit there doing nothing (they say it's self-reflection *rolls eyes*) or you write a 500-word essay which is even more dumb. if you skip detention, you can happily say byebye to your confiscated ez-link card. hah hah, so much for a discipline policy. well anyway, i sat at my own place, beside puiyu. mr goh sarcastically went smth like, "you have to wear jumper because it's snowing in singapore." first two periods were none other than emaths with miss ling. i envy the pupils taught by pauline wong cuz they could go to the library to slack! three periods siol, mind joo! (there's a period before dismissal. yeah, you must be wondering "stupid timetable manz!") ling-seet went through a bit of amaths and went on to congruency &similar triangles. i cannot screw chapter4 up cuz dephne's not gonna help me no more (她自己自生难保了, for congruency and similar triangles). well at least i could understand. the only screw-up is finding another triangle similar to the one given. oh yes, and the tricky part is finding x! sheezzz. i was dilligently (HAH) doing the work cher asked us to do on our textbook when i heard her calling me name. i ignored (because i thought she wanted me to do questions on the board) and continued doing my work like nothing happened. she called me for the second time and i looked up. got the picture and i stood up. i had a makeup appointment with the dentist because i was absent on monday. took the dental slip and went down to the mobile clinic. shit derrick, he gave me the slip a good half an hour late! -_- well the saying goes, "it's better late than never." so nehmind. the door of the van opened as i approached it. a dentist stood at the steps and waited for me. she asked me to wait a while as she was about to make an announcement in the general office. okay, it was quite a long while. ._. she asked me why am i late for my appointment and i explained to her the reason. she did some admin stuff and proceeded to cling cling clang clang all the metal instruments. she asked me how long have i been on braces and i went, "2 years plus." she then checked me mouth and praised me for my good oral hygiene and brushing. she said i could be able to take off my braces in about 2 months' time because the gaps have closed and i have already started putting rubber bands nong nong ago. according to dephne, i have to wear retainers for a good two years! the consoling part is, i do not have to wear them so frequently during the second year. i've got a tick beside "Good" on my certificate, yay. i so proved karen wrong; not all wearing braces will neglect oral hygiene. of course we have a harder and longer time maintaining th cleanliness of our teeth, but it's not impossible. hahah. :D checked out the area behind the canteen but 3e3 have not arrived yet. i thought of waiting for them at the foot of the steps but then i will feel bad if i had to trouble a person to help me pack up my stuffs and carry my bag down 4 levels for me (whom most prolly will be karen) so i decided to climb up to ling-seet's homeroom and viola, they are still there. packed up my stuffs and went down for PE. dumped our bags in the fitness room and karen &i headed to the toilet to get changed. we had to run 2 rounds (supposedly) in the field. i ended up 半跑半走 4 rounds given my horrible stamina and low perseverance level. sorry i pangseh-ed karen and meixuan but i rly had this spur to catch up with a certain someone (which i did during th 3rd round nia). ran the fourth round with karyin and ended up sprinting with tohxinyi! hahahah, my body felt very hot after the sprint. shizz!! we had to do 10 pumpings and a so-called bridge for 20seconds (to train stomach muscles) on the bumpy track. being the weak me, i trembled throughout both exercises; arms for the first and back for the second. we had a five-minutes break before we could do any forms of sports. water cooler-ed and hall-ed for badminton. 2 against one with meixuan and karen again (with me being the outnumbered one). shizz my skills like dropped siol. nevertheless, it was fun perspiring out the toxins and calories &not forgetting, bio-ing someone consistently. hahahaaah. maybe i'm rly a tiko bu! LOLOL. collected our bags and left for english lesson. miss seah flashed a time bomb local time on the screen and claimed we were 5 mins late for her lesson and hence she will eat up 5mins of our recess. -_- she then showed us a video on dolphin-killing. it was really out of randomness and definately has nothing to do with our syllabus or whatsoever. the video really very 倒胃口 siol, what more our recess' after that. we had a 20-words spelling after that. miss seah damn hoh chio lah, keep suaning marcus and his earstick LOL! i let gay see a bit of my paper. gay marked my paper and i got all correct. yayness. it seems very few people never get full marks, so good good. filed the paper up and we could go off. karen, karyin, meixuan and i put our bags at the round table first before going off to canteen to buy food. i finally did not ignore zhengyong and even took the initiative to say hello first to him! ^^ perhaps i'm changing to become a better person; someone who's not prejudiced against anyone based on their looks, behaviour or character. (yeah, hopefully.) karyin, janice, daphanie and i are meeting for lunch tomorrow! :D bought my food and walked to the round table with karyin. meixuan and karen are eating 正餐 at this time, pro! they came back. locker-d and barely had time to pack my bag! gosh. scurried to wear my uniform over my pe shirt as there was no time to change! ): plus, karen and i had to help meixuan and karyin take their bags as those two ps-ed us to go to the toilet and change into their uniforms. in my hands were a stack of books that were very heavy; mine plus meixuan's. managed to reach the parade square on time and boy, it was scorching hot! i was burning because i had two layers of clothing. class chairman (jeerapak) tio gan by dm cuz two people from 3e3 were missing. hmm, the culprits, you know yourselves. toilet-d before going to mtl class. i took of my pe tshirt and felt much better. nothing much happened except going through of chinese test corrections. yay i dint flunk that test, i scraped through with a C6 (53). it's finally bio! the subject i have been anticipating throughout the day. went to the lab and had a briefing for the practical we were about to do. it's kind of cool, really. i had a hard time starting the flame of my bunsen burner. mr azlan eventually lighted up my burner and i'm like "finally!" then he went to off it and i'm like, -_- he wanted me to do it myself &i did so. derrick and i were getting on really fast, in fact above the class' pace. stupid partner did not start his stopwatch and we ended up overboiling the benedict's + glucose solution. the bright lovely orange colour (my favourite colour some more T_T) turned into a horrible "大便 colour" (quoted from karen), which is a.k.a a dirty brown colour. derrick did the worksheet while i kept th apparatus (plural). he washed all 16 test-tubes while i copied his work. we had to complete the 8 conclusions of both practicals. off to a single period of emaths before school ended. locker-d and canteen-d. had a light lunch and sat with kaining and fazlina. suanist never fails to suan me. ): so evil right? haiyo. now snowing what, i wear jumper, you huanloh? ahahahah, joke! :D jenetta and i were debating about osmosis in potatos. i explained that in boiled potato, there is a higher water potential than the surrounding because the potato had been immersed in hot water previously, and hence water leaves the potato by osmosis. whereas there is a lower water potential in the potato than in the surrounding, hence water enters the potato by osmosis. fazlina went gong, LOLLL. left for library. did shelving and the shelf was so full, it collapsed. -_- thanks nata, for helping me a lot of times. i asked nata for help four times, cuz it was still sengeh, or too low (stuffs like that). a few of us had to do book reviews on newly arrived books. i chose Roald Dahl's "The Twits" because it was a thin book. lol. i am not considered a fast reader, so yeah. mrs wong left at 4pm and karen arrived. karen and i settled math stuffs and mr tay din't mind. at least he diam diam, close one eye. hahahah. barely started my book review and library ended at 4.30pm. i shall leave it for next tuesday. locker-ed with karen and hung out with jenetta and carina at the round table. we were talking and hafidz, while at his locker, eavesdropped on us. LOL!#$% carina left. jenetta, karen and i headed to bubbletea shop and i bought pearl milk tea. the two of them ate cheese fries. we left as karen had to go home. jenetta's bus came first, as expected. 57-ed home. alighted and saw illyas alighting too. eh how come dint see him in th bus? i pajiao siol. walked home with him. received a news via sms. guilty? guess so, but my decision is final. i'm sorry for backing out.

ooh btw, there's no such word as "alot". it is actually spelled as "a lot" as i recalled quite a number of people misspelled this word prolly because of the pronunciation. i realised this mistake during sec1's english class with miss seah (she randomly pointed out to us). and hell yeah, i remembered it til now!

学会手放开；勉强是没有幸福的；单方面是没有结果的；一相情愿的后果；heartbreak lullaby... it's all charging at me like an angry bull. my mind is in a whirl. i need time to consider this big decision. if only i could use my mind to control what's in my heart. gah, 一派胡言！i shouldn't torture you no more; maybe what she advised is right. the innocent is getting involved.. &you are the innocent.