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sorry ah, fucking busy nowadays.

wednesday
emath first two periods. we were allocated seats! ): i sat beside nicholas GAY! suay or what, english also sit beside him. chem next. amath one period and then recess! kkk. biology 2 periods then assembly in hall. i am being very general because i have forgotten th details that happened on wed. sorry, m'dears! D: assembly was fking irritating, know why? dunno what budget microphone or speaker keep making the "ultrasound" (not rly ultrasound.. it's high-pitched sound which can be heard by humans). make people chuatio and cover ears only! ): after every "ultrasound" is produced, people (guys, especially) will clap &cheer so loudly. dm said, "this goes to show what level of mentality you have." LOL! was smsing ken throughout assembly. nearly wanted to go toilet with nadira, but we scared later attract attention when we stand up. sian. we were released early anw cuz there were some technical problems waiting to be solved. went to look for mr tan hee ming for changing of cca. he said to submit a parents' letter into his pigeon hole th next morning. also we must get permission from both cca teachers-IC (th cca we are quitting and th cca we're joining). j8-ed with karen. ahh it was raining like heavily and we got drenched! ): err, our shoes were soggy and water was collecting inside. LOL. went to popular and bought files and frixion pen. went sembawang cuz karen wanted to buy lollipop's new album. food junction-ed to settle th stuffs we bought from popular. i passed by joonyew and luke! omt at first i was staring at joonyew. he dint notice me luh. then i turned back to karen and i saw luke. i went "oh my-" he turned and i think he saw me. hahahah.. primary school times; childhood memories. i still rmb junying (my best friend from p5-p6), peiying (used to hang out at her house), james (stupid guy who always tease me &make me laugh), mengda (korai!), kenneth gan (irritating luh lol), kenneth tan (cute guy who always act and talk with jason koh), abigail (th class monitress and bubbly girl who loves animals), samantha (5566-craze! :D), kaiwen (damn, i had like so much fun with you in class, until you went to 6.4 th next year), chuen tzen (small boy with big hair whose hobby is standing up) and so many others. we were just youngsters, having fun with one another.. so innocent and naive; there were no cliques (there were luh), no backstabbing and gossiping (that was so not true) and no BGR (hardly any.) okok, but most imptly, there were no political issues. we were carefree and stressfree, with so little pressure and subjects to handle. it's good enough to possess those memories even though we can't turn back time anymore. (: anw went home after that. bathed and had tuition @4pm. 哇，dephne 一教，indices &surds 都变得 easier to understand. :D dephne: "you cut your hair?" sheryl: "no. veh long neh cut already" dephne: "^5! my friends always ask me 'eh you cut your hair huh?' and i'll be like 'no, very long never cut already.'" LOLLLL.

thursday
ss - i like! :D it's about governance and modern knowledge. cool loh, easy to understand. amath - go through homework. marcus was like awed at my frixion pen, he kept borrowing from me. still say what "aye why you steal my pen??!" recess. meixuan, karen and i were like chionging chem worksheet. chemistry - first individual practical in lab! DIED* well i dint screw up, so thank God. miss kim took us; index number 21 to 40. thank you, fazlina, for helping me. :D the friggin naphthalene stayed at 80 degree celcius til God knows when lor! i pekchek til stop at 10.5 seconds. sherman broke a beaker, ahah. went for cme. mr lee was going on &on about respect. finished my chem worksheets. iris, carina and i were supposed to head t amk hub to meet jeremy. then on th phone, jeremy said that he wants iris to come alone nia. wth, D: at last we dint make things difficult for iris and left her alone t go meet him. home-d t bathe and got ready to go out. 73-ed to amk hub. i have been frequently taking 73 nowadays, maybe cuz i'm always going to amk hub. waited for hweehong and carina at cheers. while sitting at th stairs, ken called and we chatted. hweehong, carina and i cabbed to thomson. bought starbucks' peppermint mocha frappacino! ::DD starbucks is THE bomb! walked around amk hub and i got my belt pierced like finally. did i lose weight or did my belt somehow expanded without my knowledge? fairprice extra is a cool place siol! i like th fbts and high socks there. there's fairprice town too! carina and i bought a curry puff each. we went to a place called tomatoes (is it?) and tested perfumes, deodourants and cologne. th paris hilton's heiress is fking sweet! :D like victoria's secret (quoted from hweehong). i walked back to hub alone and took 73 home. reached home at 9pm close to 10! with all my homework undone LOLLL. chiong-ed them and slept at 12 midnight. i was like reeking of perfume &deodourant &cologne LOL! i have to go back to garraway to collect my over-riding check. idk what's that for, but auntie jennifer said it's for recommending alvin in. o:

friday
after morning assembly, i went to see mr tan with th many others who had cca issues. queued up to get forms. jenetta, amanda and i talked bout band. went with sherly to find bio homeroom. we practically walked the entire school til we found th class at c13! #$% history repeated itself, dammit! ): by th time we missed quite a bit of th lesson liao, but bobian what. amath next. marcus, nicholas and nigel was sent out for not bringing their books. marcus did not bring his book. :/ cme next. toilet-ed with karen. we're still on respect topic. mr alvin lee said something so true, that is: "do not compare yourself with others, but compare today's you with th yesterday's you." why can't you compare yourself with others? because everyone is different, everyone is unique. you may be good in sports but bad at maths, your best friend may be good in math but bad at sports. do you look down on yourself just because you're bad at math? no! because you have your own good points too, (&for this case) you're good in sports! nobody, and i mean not a single soul, is perfect (unless you include God). everyone have flaws and talents. it's how you accept them and improve yourself. were you better, worse or the same as yesterday? work on your talents and turn your flaws around. pe next. after doing warm-up, we ran around th field for 2 rounds. i was third! :D from th back.. D: lol! we played softball. i partner with weinee and she kept complaining th ball hit her three times. aiya not my fault right. you also neh siam still kp! LOL jkjk! i cannot control ma.. it's not like i purposely want aim at your leg. (: th ball was like so dirty after multiple times of dropping on th muddy ground. then th girls had to 1-on-1 with miss koh LOL! as in throw and catch with miss koh and she'll spot mistakes, blabla. meixuan veh cute luh, she neh do anything also caught until th ball - pro! LOL! karen's ball had a "bath"; it rolled into a muddy puddle. recess! ate 米粉. assembled at basketball court. karen and i locker-ed then we headed up to our respective mother tongue classes. fill up dunno what worksheet siol. i a lot of words dunno how to write, need mdm cheng help me. heh heh heh. dunno what's wimme today. mdm cheng kept picking at me. carina and i sang while writing. j8-ed with hweehong, nadira, iris and yingying. we were at pizza hut when i realised i wasn't hungry enough to eat such expensive stuffs. so i bus-ed home. so here i am. and damn, blogging takes me 2hours. :l

in a school's homeroom system,
teachers do th talking
while students do th walking.™
(damn, it's a torture yeh!)

{UPDATED}
88-ed to timo's house. eh so coincidental, ken was in th same bus as me. melvin chiang, ken, janice and i walked to timothy's house. prayed with janice and joy. cell group meeting started and we played a game called "Yo!". not good; janice was lagging and i was sabo-ed twice. the first time was i yo-ed timo (which means melvin had to answer me) and melvin yo-ed janice (which means i had to answer him). but i was like "eh can yo back one meh?" cos most games cannot make back th person who tio you kind of thing or else th game can go forever with only th two of them playing. since i dint answer back "yo", i lost luh. )': second time was cuz someone yo-ed Sheryl and janice just stone down there LOL!#$% third time someone yo-ed janice and i yo-ed ivan but i went, "yo! yo, yo.. er-er, ivan!" LOL coz i kind of forgotten his name at that split second. damn. ): our forfeit was to clean th house after fellowship (but i didnt fulfil my punishment anw :p). testimony, p&w. bingren came to monitor our cell group meeting but left after praise and worship. sermon was good. i guess it's a word in season. dream big and bold dreams, influence others to do so too, and they will, together with you, run to catch your dream. :D offering then cell group meeting ended! but fellowship has just begun! :D all of us lingered around and talked. they were thinking of going "Prata House" and eat supper but th idea was abolished. instead, most of us left for home. 13 came and half of th people boarded it. ken the heavy smoker asked me for water. 88 arrived and ken&i boarded it. he alighted first. alighted and walked around th pasar malam. i saw a shop that sold "Boyfriend", "Little Miss", "Starbucks" t-shirts and nice tops! ::DD but i knew stuffs that are found in night markets are imitations. haixzxz. walked back home and i saw th 3T charbo with her stead. th stead hiong sia.

i want to find my way into love. i want the feeling of maintaining a relationship, the feeling of caring and being cared for, the feeling of being in heaven. perhaps it will teach me useful values and morals to be applied in life.