just the plain old me.

yesterday i went to vivo with dad. warehouse's a pretty good store. fox is boring, so is forever21. we toilet-ed and went to herman miller to have a look at th very expensive chairs. while my father was sitting and talking to th salesman, i sat down beside him too, on th $1000 chair lmao. everyone was staring at me as they passed by. starbucks-ed and i ordered toffee nut frap. we got a table, or actually we THOUGHT we got a table. a woman actually reserved it already loool. so we went off, walking as i drank. we went to seah im's bus-stop and waited for 57. it was sunny so i sat in th sun, hoping for a lil tan. in vain la duh. if only it was so easy to get a tan. in th bus, i heard a buzzing sound. i thought it was my imagination but then i saw it! i saw a bee, omf! it must have flew into the bus through th door. the bus was totally quiet because mobiletv went off. i broke the silence by blasting wo bu pei. :p not really considered blasting; rather soft compared to maximum volume. but because the bus was so quiet, it echo-ed and sort of multiplied the volume. then mobiletv went on again after 3 songs, so i off-ed my music as not to disturb the passengers.

rheumatism is catching up on me!!! i'm having sores (the kind of feeling you have when you rub a blue-black) when i rub my arms. there was once i rubbed a particular spot on my arm until a blue-black surfaced. x_x i'm older than you think and shit, my body is older than i think.

somehow that incident made me realise i didnt have to depend on you; you were not all that important and essential in my life. sometimes i do certain things to a certain someone because they deserve it. if i give you a present on your birthday (a random example), that means i like you (or at least i dont hate you). if i guailan to you, that very well (and obviously) meant that i hate you (or at least i don't rly like you). if you did something to me before, don't be surprise i do it back to you because i believe in karma and retribution. 我会以牙还牙，让你尝一口自己的苦药. it applies to both positive and negative things. for example: you pilot me once, i will pilot back you if i rmb. if you were late, don't expect me to be punctual th next time you meet me. so do not to others what you do not want them to do unto you. of course, if you're nice to me and everything, i'll be nice back to you. (: you give me a present on my birthday, i'll give you a present on your birthday too! (although sometimes i forgot/dunno some friends' birthdate, which resulted in me not giving them presents.)