just the plain old me.

svc yesterday. i went all the way to foyer 3 all by myself. *cries!* ok that shows i'm independent and i'm familiar with the route liao. hate the process of queueing for the terrace seats and the process of waiting for svc to start. boring like whatxzxz only. pastor talk about a shepherd leaving 99 sheeps behind just to find the one lost sheep. so he go and find, later he come back, all the 99 sheeps disappear. cos all wander away without any supervision. so is it wise to risk 99 sheeps just for the one sheep? is it worth it? is it practical? idk. but to that one scared and lonely sheep, it made a difference. ._. received my encouragement card after svc ended, and it's orange! :D after debrief's like 8.05pm already. there's a prayer meeting next week after svc 2. wenhui wants all of us to go old folks' home and help out someday. most probably in december, on a saturday before svc. i dint fellowship. took mrt alone againxzxz, poor thing. in the train to tanah merah, i saw choong an. and we talked a bit. then i alighted at city hall. alice 从后面扑过来, haha. train-ed with her until toa payoh, where i alighted first. 235-ed home.

morning went fairprice as usual. bought lesser stuffs cos i got enough junks (from candy empire) ler. later dining at th blk 22 coffeeshop. thanks to ieatishootipost.bs.com, i realise there are nice foods just a stone's throw away from my house. i must have a try at the beef noodles, economical rice and popiah! don't think i can eat so much, lool. anyway will comment on the foods i will be eating later.

what maths to take is settled: amaths. but what kind of sciences to choose? first choice: pure bio and pure chem. second choice: pure bio and phy+chem combined. obviously the former is harder and more stressing la. but it will also be a great challenge for me. the latter is more slack but three sciences. the combined will be much lesser than what pure students learn, but both marks will be combined to become one grade nia. wuhua bo? wa meng zai nia lei. then if i take the former, i don't study physics. i heard physics' a killer subject! but ironically, i did quite well for chapters on heat light. won't it go to waste? but i don't excel in physics always you know. i screwed last year's lever chapter totally. my electricity's not good either (thanks to formulas after formulas). what if i go to combo three and i slacken? it would be quite frightening and stressing. sometimes the problem is the students can't cope and not that they dont want to study. God, please help me make the right choice. i don't want to regret.

tmr's a holiday. anyone wanna jio me out? :D

p/s: dumbledore is gay! LOOL. beyondhogwarts.com/harry-potter/articles/jks-surprising-revelation-about-dumbledore.html and xiaxue.bs.com for more details. (:

{UPDATED}
so our dinner was not at toa payoh, but at marina square. lynnette and i camwhored in the lift.




it was a steamboat buffet. a friggin' baby sitting behind us looked at us and for a moment, i smiled at him. and suddenly, he friggin' spit and blow saliva at lynnette! WTF?! then he spat at me too (but by that time no more saliva liao). i bet he stared at us beforehand was to collect saliva in his mouth. so i think i said "siao" and "ewww..!". then the mother said something like "he's just a kid, scold siao for what." wtf, it's like for no fucking rhyme or reason, he spat at us! we dont know you, kid. we're not your enemy, what more owe you anything. so obviously he's like mentally unstable right? no kid i have met before, suddenly just fucking spat at us for nothing you know. that's totally unhygienic and inconsiderate. doesn't mean he's a kid, he can just do shits and get away with them. like if you murder someone deliberately, you still get sentenced to lifetime jail regardless of age/race/religion/gender etc. and the mother's like.. so whatever! several times i walked down the aisle to top up drinks, i'd roll my eyes at her and her husband. some time later, the woman with them (whoever she is) diao-ed lynnette. wtf lah. bitch only! your child is in the wrong and yet you told us off. wait your child turn into a spoilt brat and you'll geddit! karma, bitch. karma. i hatehatehtahethatehtate babies/toddlers/young children. they are friggin annoying and disgusting. they cry, shit, scream, spits, slaps random strangers etc. gosh.. ok maybe they are young and 不懂事. but still, the parents should do their part to mould their children into better citizens. they are still, our generation of hope. cross my fingers that he wouldn't be a nuisance to the society next time. imagine, spitting at random strangers! ahahah. we went to another table for ice-cream and i was relieved to be further away from the horrible group. we took many many creams and i think i overate. we camwhored and left.


toilet-d and carpark-ed. in the car, was feeling damn unwell. my saliva glands was releasing more saliva than normal and the sides of my cheeks felt sour. i cringed and asked my mother for plastic bag. i literally threw up and filled almost half the plastic bag. ew horrible sour vomit. haiz. learnt my lesson, haha. thanks father, for helping me carry the disgusting bag of vomit and giving my tissue. he cares actually, not some cold creature i sometimes thought he was. home-d. bathed. drank warm water. felt much better. hope tmr will be a better day! ((:



wouldn't risk my love, even just one night.