just the plain old me.

schizoprenia - read this in saturday newspapers. three full pages okay! i think i'm diagnosed with schizoprenia LOLOL. cos i got some of the symtoms. although i dont hear voices in my head (dont say asking me to commit suicide), i am damn paranoid and i suspect everyone LOL. my math also dropped til fail! i must go have a brain and body checkup soon! but i damn scared leh; like later tio kidney failure or cancer how? loool. if kana schizoprenia, must be on medication for life (most cases)! if severe schizoprenia, must stay imh leh! LOOOL.

oopps, i made baojuan, kangwei and shaofei wait 20 minutes for me. psps. only we four in n341 went (n112 got zero LOL). man, the hall was freezing like asdfghjkl! pastor derrick preached and inpartated (is that a word?). presence of God neeeaaarly felt! ahh, try harder, D: when going home, damn fun lol. kangwei - great grandfather. baojuan - ahsoh. shaofei - baby. sheryl - ahma T_T.
-walking to foyer 2-
kangwei: what book you reading?
sheryl: harry potter.
kangwei: and the sorcerers' stone?
sheryl: no. and the half-bloody prince.
kangwei: LOL your version right?
-@ topup ezlink machine-
kangwei *muttered under breath*: san shi sui.
sheryl *very sharp ears and happens to catch his words*: orh baojuan, ta jiang ni san shi sui leh!
baojuan attempts to take revenge while kangwei denies all knowledge (which also means act blur! lol)
sheryl: eh nono, ta mei you jiang ni san shi sui... ta jiang ni si shi sui!
LOLL. sabo~
-in th train-
baojuan to kangwei: deng xia ni lao le, ni de tou fa quan bu diao guang guang.
sheryl: ya lor, then you can go to yun nan or beijing 101 :D
kangwei: aye you ahma gray hair first!
sheryl: no lor, i can dye it ma, like pastor derrick said.
kangwei: nvm i young at heart. (:
sheryl has a kid in her!
still got a lot more hilarious conversations but due to my stm, cant rmb lol. anw, they are fun people to joke around with. :D

i mentioned i want to take up interior designing/hospitality and tourism course (either or) in poly. but i dont see any part of me being talented in designing. i mean i suck at art, d&t etc (and basically aesthetics), so that leaves me with hospitality and tourism. but my attitude suck and i get angry and pissed often. i am petty and calculative. all my customers will fly far far~. i dont think i can cope with science and math courses. law course, unless i am intellectual, is dang difficult and stressful. nursing? i dont like hospitals and patients disgusts me with whatever sickness they have. oh please, show me the way, the purpose You have for me. i guess i will wait til next year to decide, meanwhile i should really seek talents and interests in me.

i guess i will be on hiatus. it's the exams makes me feel like i'm so constrained. when i play the computer, she (exams) will remind me that i have to study (which makes me super guilty). every fun i want to have, i gotta plan it after her. everyday i wake up in fear of her, like maybe i'm going to fail.

God of my youth I remember
Your call on my life took me o'er
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by Your grace
On this altar I've written my life
Tell of the story I have with You
My Lord, I want the world to know
God of my Forever
And forever I'm with You
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul
God of my forever And forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King
God of my life I surrender
My heart finds its rest in Your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my love for You has grown
Nothing matters when You're here with me
In the end just to hear You say 'Well Done'
Bowing before Your throne
Forever and Ever
Jesus You alone in glory reign
Forever and ever
With You I'll walk this narrow way

whoo-oo fill me jesus, come and fill me jesus, wont you fill me jesus right now.