just the plain old me.
My side of the story.Tuesday, May 29, 2007
i cannot unlove you
what talent, may i ask of you blogders, have i got? i'll be very frank with you people that although i am somewhat complacent, it only means i have that little pride you people find too overwhelming. now is confession.. i present to you the list:
singing?: i have been told i sing out of tune and some people asked me to stop whenever im singing to myself. nobody said i sing beautifully and nobody asked me to join superstar like i got talent for singing. nobody.
dancing?: i cant bloody dance if you know how a clumsy sloth will look like when it starts movin its body
drawing?: HA! &i got a mere 50 for last year's art examinations. whatmore, art is very leizhey! paint, colour, draw.. so troublesome.. nobody ever told me i draw nice. nobody told me i got a flair for drawing. nobody.
composing lyrics/songs?: all i know is, my literature sucks.
writing stories?: yeah right. i only know i can manage my compo.
music/instruments?: people tell me i have a talent for clarinet just because im in the school band. hello? i'm like the worst player in the band! i bet im even worst than the juniors T_T
studies?: ok like how is a mediocre ever gonna excel in her grades?! tell me!
sports?: i cant run as fast now.. i cant swim properly.. i cant play basketball, soccer, table tennis, captain's ball blabla well. i'm afraid of heights yada yada. i'm not cut out for Games!
photography?: although i need a perfect camera to produce perfect picture quality. but a talented photographer will make do whatever is given, right? anw, look at the previous post and you will realise what a "wonderful" photographer i will make. :/
leadership qualities?: i have serious attitude problem. hows that gonna make me a leader? i'm timid.. dunno whats best for the team/group/blabla.
how bout talking back to defend myself?: i dont say im quite nub bout it. but im not rly pro in it. sometimes i contradict myself, sometimes i go way beyond the situation and people might think im a spastic retard (which precisely i am anyway).
JUST THROW ANY TALENT TO ME. YOU WILL FIND I SUCK IN EVERY ASPECT. IDK WHAT TO DO. SHOULD I GO KILL MYSELF OR SMTH? cos im redundant to the society anyway.
singing?: i have been told i sing out of tune and some people asked me to stop whenever im singing to myself. nobody said i sing beautifully and nobody asked me to join superstar like i got talent for singing. nobody.
dancing?: i cant bloody dance if you know how a clumsy sloth will look like when it starts movin its body
drawing?: HA! &i got a mere 50 for last year's art examinations. whatmore, art is very leizhey! paint, colour, draw.. so troublesome.. nobody ever told me i draw nice. nobody told me i got a flair for drawing. nobody.
composing lyrics/songs?: all i know is, my literature sucks.
writing stories?: yeah right. i only know i can manage my compo.
music/instruments?: people tell me i have a talent for clarinet just because im in the school band. hello? i'm like the worst player in the band! i bet im even worst than the juniors T_T
studies?: ok like how is a mediocre ever gonna excel in her grades?! tell me!
sports?: i cant run as fast now.. i cant swim properly.. i cant play basketball, soccer, table tennis, captain's ball blabla well. i'm afraid of heights yada yada. i'm not cut out for Games!
photography?: although i need a perfect camera to produce perfect picture quality. but a talented photographer will make do whatever is given, right? anw, look at the previous post and you will realise what a "wonderful" photographer i will make. :/
leadership qualities?: i have serious attitude problem. hows that gonna make me a leader? i'm timid.. dunno whats best for the team/group/blabla.
how bout talking back to defend myself?: i dont say im quite nub bout it. but im not rly pro in it. sometimes i contradict myself, sometimes i go way beyond the situation and people might think im a spastic retard (which precisely i am anyway).
JUST THROW ANY TALENT TO ME. YOU WILL FIND I SUCK IN EVERY ASPECT. IDK WHAT TO DO. SHOULD I GO KILL MYSELF OR SMTH? cos im redundant to the society anyway.
posted by sheryl XD # 3:33 PM 
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