just the plain old me.

so i really reached home at 11.10pm last night. and guess what? i was late for school the next day! yay-_- nearly late. woke up at 7am leh! got dad to fetch me to school then on the dot. phew. i'm cursing band right now lol. i just hope after syf they stop all the extra practices (meaning left tuesdays and thursdays only) and start practices at 3.30pm and not 2.45-_-!! all CCAs are supposed to start at 3.30pm and end at 5.30 or smth lor. idk why is band so "special". sheesh. &they'll pump us for being late -_- so we cannot pump them if they release us off late lor. GOOD, VERY GOOD.

today is boringgggg. lit got skit. shucks. i forgot my lines lor! i say "...or shall i speak again" instead of "...or shall i speak at this"! damn me. so paiseh haha. guess no one noticed (or at least a few). i supposed our group need to redo. its k.

mtl is boring! got another three presentations of chengyu. shit lorrr. i think need to know all those chengyus thats been explained and do a test on it.

science got test soon. god.. &its on two chapters. T_T some more gonna do practicals soon. double T_T!

d&t so de tiring. jenetta veh kind help me cope finish the acrylic. mr lim helped me on most of the handfiling. kaining also sibei helpful:D she help me handfile too! i try so hard to sand away the scratches, but in vain): while buffing, people tell me there are a lot of scratches so i went back to sanding. T_T less than 2 minutes, mr lim ask us to pack up. ):):)::::: last period of dnt, we went to the design studio! (finally! it's been 72648324 years since we went there!) mr fiz talk to us for a whole period. miss him luh. i tio one qn but luckily i can answer. but must finish our journals by next week. i never did a single thing since mr fiz was away. ZOMFG

after school was maths supp. we started on a new chapter ler. kinda okay with that since dephne has already gone through with me. dephne's pretty fast, i must say. i showed mrs foo the twitty language i wrote on my exercise book. it read "mRs fOo sHo kOrAiix wOrx" something liddat LOL! and she say "still must do". -_- she thought i never do qn 7. i got! showed her. then she say can simplify some more. (lol crap)

after that, went 7-11 eat lunch. ate tomyum(?) instant noodles. finally, the worst part of my day- went for band at 4.15.

we were settled outside cos the dnd people are using the dance studio. changed sitting arrangement - all clarinets in front. blabla. today release quite early..

went to open hweehong's locker to retrieve my ipod LOL. it's a pretty good idea of hers. rather than to bring home my mp3 and expose it to all the dangers in her estate area LOL. 57-ed home.

dephne bought a new handphone! she took pictures of me on friday. i want cybershot too!): dephne so cute! -she bought a monokuro boo pouch and she didnt know how to pronounce monokuro boo. i had to give her phonix on that LOL; jkjk.

even though i am such a communist, i read everything that the CHC gave. the flier, books, CD and leaflet (or smth). i'm on the last thing - "He touched me". HE refers to jesus. and TOUCHED refers to gan dong, you know. not smth dirty -_- i hope this last book (a.k.a my last chance) will enlighten me to believe in jesus once again. oh and taffany(?) from chc just called me when i was having my dinner. :l brainwash me; it dont work.

i watched Click just before i went for band on sunday. i friggin cried! omg. and i thought i will never cry watching any movie at all. this is my friggin first time i cried! it's the point where the male lead laid on the road with all his loved ones gathered around him. not to mention it was pouring! the male lead aint gonna live long and he just had a heart attack or smth. he struggled out of his hospital bed just to talk to his son more. he said a few words to each of them, except for his wife's husband. he pointed middle finger- no. not cursing. is to ask if his _l_ is okay. LOL. he hit his _l_ like three times when he paused the world. then he died. omg i was so friggin touched. oh. i think the bitter feeling and the lump in my throat started when he knew his father died and he played the last time he saw his father. he didnt cherish him and even found him a nuisance. although his father was rather disappointed, he said he still love his son, which is the male lead. he kept replaying the part when his father said he love his son. then he paused and kissed his father's cheeks. he went to his father's tomb after that. haiz. yuan lai life can be so tragedic(?). this movie really carries a lot of meaning. &it's very comedic. i recommend you to watch it. it is a family show, but it's NC16 (TOO BAD!). cos the male lead then later found out that it's all just a dream. he then cherished his family and loved them even more, spend time with them, ask his father to teach him the coin trick. i was really happy and relieved to see that. HAHA EVEN THOUGH IT WAS ONLY A FKING MOVIE. dont tell me im sentimental cos i swear i'll never cry at another movie again! the last time i had that big lump and sour feeling in my throat was when i watched ins2.

gee. i wonder why we're always quarreling. over the slightest things and stuff. wo men de you qing shi zhe me de cui ruo ma?

i'm so left out. maybe i'll stop being your spare tyre and do whatever on my own. it's time i dont rely on you.