just the plain old me.

:X can you believe it?! bm passed the msg down the clarinetists to me that conductor gave me the permission not to play! tio shocked lah! then i thought, maybe i'm not one of them anymore. i dont belong inside. &i know i'm to be blamed. keep complaining. i know someone told her bout my blog entries thats why she knew bout me complaining. BUT, since when have i complained bout playing, pls enlighten me? i just said i cannot play as good cos i have braces on what. veh pain what. so pls ti liang wo. thats not a bloody complain. i guess i've been complaining bout the hours spent in band. so i guess i shall stop my erm.. dunno what complains. idk where i will pour my feelings out in future; i simply do not have the right to my blog. HAIZ. the world.. tsk. anw, that day, i srsly did not play. i was filled with hatred and disappointment. i thought, "k lor. dont want me to play, then i dont play lor. can dont so tiring." but the next day (syf day), i straightened out. i thought I must play. in fact, i must play my best! i cannot let the band down. moreover, i do not want to regret with the results. if we get the worst results, i still want to know that i have no regrets cos i played my best already. therefore, in the tuning room, i was for once in tune. (i'm often flat fyi.) we missed all the subjects that was after recess. fk right? &exams are like round the corner. *rolls eyes* superhungry after the performance! we all gathered in the hall &waited anxiously for the results. gyss band got a bronze! T_T :D i'm happy. i'm happy with the results. we all thought we deserved that award and the judges were fair. psst, we screwed our set piece. i could only rmb these: ACSI - gold with honours. whitley - silver, junyuan - silver. juying - silver. in the hall, some dumbass beside me was super irritating. -_- hmm.. they didnt give us chocolate like they say they would. &there's one snack for main band what.. -_- if you dont mean what you say, dont friggin say it. it was 7.03pm at the bus-stop already. walao. reached home at 7.40pm. damn. majors stepped down! YES! i guess i got people in mind for majors-to-be. 2007: bm: eilene. dm: chun heng. adm: jianbao. 2008: bm: huiling. dm: shiting. adm: yanni. that's just my opinion la. but not rly sure with my batch de.. no boys haha.

people were so "emotional" wor. before playing, cry. after playing, cry. after results, also cry. siaolang. can go tsc alr la. the tears so easy drop. what's there to cry bout? what's done is done. no use cryin over spilled milk. -_-l try harder next time lo. or are you just seeking attention?

when we got early released from recess, our bm was happily strolling there even though she was like idk, 10 minutes late? (not exaggerating. even if i am hor, pls la. fall in cannot wear watch. how to check time? and even if can check, squad not supposed to move -_-) my point is: wah, bm so late also never pump her, why we like 1 minute late also must pump? moreover, majors must double the punishment LOH. is that fairness? yes.

i'm broke! yay happy? :l all the money are spent on candies. T_T (does that mean i'll live on candies during recess?) i left $25 dollars. &that's for boots. but i just spent a bit of it &i guess i'll just spend it all. next week then i pay for the boots lah hor? ^^

oh yeah and today's music, we had nothing to do. so everyone were doing things like talking in a group, playing the piano &stuff. i tickled iris and iris kinda twisted my hand, hard. heh. natalie came back from the toilet and defended me. i was so touched. then i cried. no, cried cos pain, not cos i touched LOL. natalie massaged my hand for me while telling iris off. i forgave iris after laughing hahaha. that feeling is much better than giving attitude lor, wo ren wei. (: then had some quarrels with another clique. then we talked and sang. then assembly..

went to the hall. inter-friendship day thingy. the nepal guy's voice sounded like tinghao's voice, but more fluent in english. the two guys singing "Peng You" was erm.. okay lah. just that the right guy (tanned) who could sing better always forgot the lyrics and drift off, doing funny things. hahaha. i guess the chorus they sing in english &the left guy sing a portion of the song in chinese. o: they should make the song to karaoke mode or smth. zhou hua jian's voice was blasting haha. then a band performed. they wore all black, only josiah wore blue jeans. i bet the singer's makeup was also black p: kristie played the guitar, josiah played the piano and a female from 4E something sang. her voice's nice! (: the song's "My Immortal". it's an emo love song if i'm not wrong.

some ge tai ju is playing below. the worst thing is 1) they're playing dialogue oldies, and 2) they're blasting til 11 floor also can hear. damn, do they get what's considerate. and now's like 8 already? :l

band's stepping down til exams are over! YOOHOO! :D

daphanie called last night to tell me go cgm and service hur.

exams around the corner. time ta cram!