just the plain old me.

HI! i'm back from camp. not say it sucks. but it isnt all that good. i still feel very left out. i wish some of my close friends could join band. D: i went nightwalk with shamil(?). she's really scared. she say she believe in ghosts. baichi lor. &kah ho scared us with his make-up stories worx. please la. the ones that are round the pillars/in the homerooms are the NCC cadets and band seniors (sec 4s). david keep scaring. jerald wore a mask.. after the nightwalk, i started to think i very act brave la. like dare to go inside the "haunted" boys toilet, lead the way and stuff. and i didnt scream once. i did. twice.. to scare shamil. another thing is bathing time. obviously, girls bathe damn long la. then they give so little time only. then the last few girls obviously late la. wet games were fun. okay la. not say very. cos none of them dare to spray me. dunno why. maybe i look scary or smth. but i tio by robin. shamil threw a waterbomb at me. it hit my back! ROAR! i tio flour so many times! kaifai la! kaifai so kawaii neh. he clarinet some more. ahhhh! shiting borrow my rubber band to tie her hair cos hers break. then next day she say she return me liao. _l_ nvm. cannot rant! hate area-cleaning. never like that once. two people quarrel. friendship like so fragile. ARIFAH NEVER BATHE AT ALL DURING THE CAMP! that's ewewew lorr. walao, even after wet games she also never bathe. is like diao lor. meals are okay. i finally realised i'm not fussy bout food. damn lot of people hate peas. &some people buay tahan the first lunch we had cos the rice is spicy. they provide drinks half of the time only. like milo for breakfast and rose syrup for one dinner nia. i finished all my meals. that, i suppose, is a good thing. drills also okay. a bit tiring. but cannot compare with nco la! they drill from start of camp to end of camp (i think). &those sadistic people keep pumping the squad. we watched a movie called drumline. devon is supercool can? especially when he's drumming. that's what i call true talent. except he cant read music. we didnt watch all finish i guess. but i was sleeping half the time. shit! i hope we're not doing stunts for our syf performances. kaifai so cute la. i think he can handle the clarinet quite well. cos now he can blow high c. prooo la. but the other male clarinet also can. kaifai blow very loud, so maybe mr goh will transfer him to sax. kaifai very cute and not serious in his instrument la. if he ren zhen, he can play quite well. hmm.. i want friends. ): zhengyong like crazy liddat.

watched r&j modern halfway. idk wtf they talking lor. so soft. like mumbling liddat. step up faster lei!