just the plain old me.

okay. i was plain retarted. lol i always so biantai one. x_x there are errors though. it was *put the fishballS inside. got s one! then is *CHICKEN BALLS, fishballS, IF NOT CALL BALLS, CALL what. and i was murmuring balls. mei xiang dao xiao yi can hear. x_x

kbox-ed with family at toa payoh's yst. i don't see a right or wrong to go to kbox if you can or cannot sing. i know i cannot sing, but i can go kbox right? is it illegal to go kbox-ing if you cannot sing? hawww. most songs is lynnette dian one. my mum only sang one song, which actually was dian-ed by daddy. hahahha. ordered Coco Kopi Freeze. the room was superduper cold. we're practically freezing then. mum went back to take jackets for us. HAHAHA. the second drink i ordered was Mango Freeze. another freeze -_- but by that time not cold ler. lin yi chen rocks okayyyy(: had fun lah, overall.

dined at swensen's after kbox. at first want go crystal jade de!!! budden close. tmd! i ate Salmon 'N' Mushroom Baked Rice. onoz, i realised we didn't order drinks! @#$ now then i know. -_- we only drank cold water. ): anyw, couldn't finish my food cos i was bloated (i think)? daddy finished it for me. :D my mother got a lucky scratchcard thing. i scratched for her and we won a scoop of ice-cream. -_- lynnette chose mint. lynnette &i shared.

we drove home. put all the nicks&nacks home &changed before heading down to the fitness corner. lynnette was learning taekuando(?) from mum while i was exercising in a sequence with my dad. then my dad made me be his "coach" &see if he was doing all the steps correctly. sian already. but i was amazed my dad could do all of them lah. i cannot hang on a bar for more than o.oooooooooo1 seconds lol. i kept getting 1.6 in SBJ. hahaha, imma nub. got once or twice 1.7 nia. then i had an aching feeling in my right thigh. )): my mother thought it was a sprain. i'm so incompetent when it comes to exercising and sports. we went home shortly. so tired. &i had to bathe from all that perspiring. wanted to watch goong budden the screen wasn't connected to the player. my father say tmr then he help me): went to brush teeth, then read a bit of rice without rain &finally slept. by the time was 1am liddat lah. before i slept, i smsed you. but i could sense you wasn't enthu to reply me. sigh. forget it; gave up already.

some people are blessed with good features (face, figure &all). but the unlucky ones (i'm one of them) are- not so lucky. (lol, duh) is not like we can choose how we want to look like in our mother's womb. like i said, we don't have some lcd screen/person to ask us to choose what kind of looks we want (eyes, nose &all). then they start, idk, carving our face? hokay, it sounds ridiculous right? yeah, so shut up about ugly people. i know plastic surgery can change our looks. but please, who are you to make me risk my face? i don't want to turn out like michael jackson. the thought of having a "fake feature" (as in plastic nose etc) puts me off alr. i really have the urge to pen down all my bad features (in fact, all of them are bad) but the list will go on forever. plus, i don't want to lose friends who happen to read this and realise i'm just an ugly weird freak.

whatever bout the physical features. you see, people always believe if you are really weak at some areas, you will be talented in others. but i don't see any part of me that is very talented. let me list a few general aspects. 1; studies - no for this. if i am talented in studies, i wouldn't have landed in gyss. not that gy is a bad school or w/e, but its a neighbourhood school. i'll probably end up in rgs or smth if i had a talent for studying. 2; games - say online games. i'm not good at them either. i suck at audition. can you imagine a level 12 freedom playing like some level 2 stiffy? if you see anyone that happens to play like that, it's probably me. 3; sports - haha (eh, that was a sarcastic laugh). don't remind me. if i am good in sports, i wouldnt have landed in band. not that band suck or what. but the sports&games catagory wouldnt take me in. &look at my NAPHA score, i got a mere bronze. don't think bout it (sports), man. maybe you were wondering - if i'm not good in studies, maybe d&t would suit me. designing, slog out at the workshop &all. but no. i got a C5 for d&t last year. i don't see my grades improving for this year anyw. i'm even thinking of taking up F&N instead of d&t. hawhaw.

haiz. maybe if i was the only child, life would have been better for me. like now, having a sister is like not having a sister (since she doesn't acknowledge me). but when the good things approach, i have to share it with her. since she is not related to me, why should i share stuffs with her? even that, i don't mind. but my mum.. my mum is always siding my sister &being bias against me. it's okay. the knowledge i possess, i share them with her. but when she has something, she doesnt want to share it with me (speaking of selflessness). like when she downloaded audition, she wouldnt allow me to play it. but because i was the one who had the ign, she then allowed me to play. wth lor. &she wouldn't tell me where she cut her hair &how she cut it, being very afraid i would copy her hairstyle. -_- &&now, she has photoshop. she wouldn't share it with me. my father said the ps file that jenetta sent me was illegal. haizxzxz. my life is miserable okay? i don't know why i exist in this world. only complaining bout my life &terrifying people with my ugly features. i guess god will get rid of me soon, so i wont complain anymore &terrify people ever again.

my uncle (father's side) is coming later. evening probably?

it's enough ranting for today.