just the plain old me.

omigodz. two days ago, napfa occured. lolz. 5 stations one na. sit-and-reach, incline pull-up, shuttle run, sit-up, standing broad jump. because my birthday is over, im 13 years old ): then all those born december/november/october/september confirm twelve one. i suay la, thirteen. it's so unfair. so anyways, i passed sit-up, sit-and-reach and incline pull-up only. standing broad jump is the worst. i got 120cm only. w/e. i suck at that. shuttle run the stupid girls keep cheering me LOL. make me keep burst out laughing and slow down. fuck la. i got 12.5+ if round off will be 13 la. means it's 12.5/6/7/8/9. and yes, im gonna get nil for napfa again this year. yay me -.= thanks to that fucking standing broad jump. i don't know the technique and i really suck at that. feet bo spring ar.

yesterday after school, i go dental appointment. so never go maths supplementary and band haha. but there hor, so pain T_T first we go tang there, she put eight blue thingys inside my mouth - between my teeth. uncomfortable. but i tell you, it will never beat the pain of the JAB! so we went to extract my teeth. first, she (diff dentist) jab my teeth. 8 jabs altogether T_T 2 on each gum side. means top got 4 jabs. inner gum and outer gum jab twice ea. bottom also same. the upper inner gum damn pain lor. then i screamed. then rinse, got damn lot blood T_T then numb liaoz. then i cry liaoz. they just use the clipper or w/e and pull out my teeth (two). it's not pain while extracting, seriously. it's only the jab. they say it's just an ant bite. don't be stupid. no ant would wanna go in my mouth and bite my gum -.= there's saliva and bad breath lol. i wish they would pull my bad teeth next week. for the right side la. so what lor. pull my good teeth, then leave the bad ones forever. i very angry at my mother cos she very what lor. she know the guaze inside, she still tease me talk not clear. kb lor. then she sumor take bus back. dentist alr say must avoid hot stuffs. so i must avoid the sun's heat lo. bus the aircon so light and i sit that place got sunlight >:( then she buy old chang kee and breadtalk to bu chang me ;p i finished all my gauze by 9pm+ heng father got gauzes to spare ^^ today, the bleeding haven't fully stopped. who cares. if i nap/sleep, will bleed. dunno why. i very scared next week. even the numb feeling itself is dead scary T_T the feeling is like, swollen. and you don't know where is where by feeling itself. you can't really tell. and and and, the feeling is totally different from leg cramps and all that. it's UNFEELING. the feeling is scary kay. NEXT THURSDAY NEXT THURSDAY NEXT THURSDAY T_T im doomed next thursday. AND, i saw chan wei in bus 143! lol. can't believe it. primary school friend la. he's still as childish and talkative.

i hate teachers, i hate school, i hate homework. I HATE MATHS!! i screwed my maths paper ): i have a science paper on monday. easy one. on forces ;D kay i hate w and c. anyways, we changed groups in mtl. omg. so not fair lor. got two groups with 5 people. and all 5 are girls! unfair! hweehong go to natalie that group T_T wahlao, then they two together ): MY NATALIEEEE lolz. then i with that stupid teoyang's group. teoyang, clement, priscilla and i. sian. if wanna split groups evenly, should be ea group one boy then fair. then i tell cher why i cannot go the all girls group. then she say my work is better than them so i cannot go there. wth lor. i got c5. she gay siao. some more, there got esther, hweehong, weinee, meixuan and karen good in chinese lor. kb lor. then the two stupid boys sabo priscilla and i. cos the lang du thingy. i warn teoyang my reading sucks liao, he still insist. since he's the leader, and im no ranking, i can only do what he says. so priscilla read until so fast, then i was giggling away. and i can't catch where she is. w/e lor. is they want me to read onez. i already enuff suay liao lorz. english itself, same group with clement. english advert project, i also with clement. maths, same group with clement. now come out one mtl, also with clement. so kb lor. heng science don't have :DDD the musiccccccc. eediotic. i've finally got inspiration for my project. i want my happy ending as the song. i must do the subtitles and video. prob is, iunno how to put video in when i don't have a video cam (: unless... i find another youtube clip then combine :S who carez la. i have no affinity with music. i find no reason to appreciate an international subject called music. i wonder why people wanna act cheem their english. is this the in thing now? i myself also. but i long ago alr like that. reason is, i dowan to use shortforms/singlish to do personal things because, it may affect my english language and compo. so i have to get used to this. it's abit leizhey la. at least you guys can read better right? rather than shortforms and bimbo language. when i use cheemalogy, i don't use the same adjectives over and over again. because, my vocab is strong (admit.la) ;p some people (don't wanna mention names), when they act cheem in english, they will use certain words over and over again. when you read it out, you can feel that the whole sentence sounds weird. alot of my friends are like that. i have the urge to correct them but im afraid i may hurt their feelings. is like, they know they're weak in english but they're too headstrong. that, is another way of acting dao. jade says phonix* is a waste of time. i kept quiet but in my heart, i strongly disagree. because of my primary school basic phonix, i can pronounce cheem words and spell better. superfically, it's just teaching you how to sound the word correctly. but in actual fact, it helps alot. gary should go for phonix class (no offence).

ge dou tian wang (mr. fighting) is nice. 5566 ;D;D i miss lu guang sen ling (green light) and to think i actually overslept on the wednesday evening itself!!! but i find tony (in mr. fighting) very act dao. deng dai yi ge qing tian (time to heal) coming! yay! got ashley inside. sumor hao gan ren worx. tomorrow ;D

ANYONE BUY ME BILLABONG SLING BAG? i so hate my nike harvesack >:( so leizhey lor. grr. and you stupid people whom i thought were 'friends'. NONE, bought me anything during my birthday. NONE kay. see, it's N-O-N-E. 0, ZERO. one sentence: If you didn't buy me anything for my birthday, don't even dream of me buying for you on your birthday. even how good a friend you are, i'm not gonna waste my precious money on a 'friend' like j00. i only got 2 hopes. 1 is priscilla, she say she put the money for nike waterbottle in an envelope and wanna send to me by mail -.= from what i know, she haven't send at all. second is fazlina. tmr we will go OP and buy pencilbox for me. she might suddenly back out, who knows. until she buys the pencilbox and give to me, there is a chance where she can just say "I'm not buying." hard to say, i don't have faith in anyone anymore. friends hurt me too much. from p1 until sec 1, no friend ever give me present. only liangping remembered my birthday during p6. she wrote me a birthday card. that's nice. or at least, the nicest gift i ever received since i never receive any other gifts... during pccg on wednesday, we talked about friendship. in my opinion, no friends are worth dying/sacrificing/crying/worrying for. what loyal ar, kind ar, understanding ar, considerate ar, are all bullshit. i never met a friend like that and no one else will deserve all that from me. friends are just enemies. you can never trust them. they backstab you, influence you, take advantage of you, and then just throw you aside. none of them were the closest to perfection except junying (if must choose)- aiya, say all these shaoxin stuffs fer what. hmm... i've watched davinci even though im not 16 yet ;D my father download one la. im gonna watch pirates of the carribean some day. you la, stupid blogger. make me blog the whole evening lol. now 10pm+ liaoz. those 'friends' who promised me presents seemed to have broken all your promises right? that's okay. i expected it alreadyz. sigh-